And, I kept thinking. Poem

I kept thinking of you, and all kisses you blew.

All the moments we shared, every feeling was so true.

Here I am painted red and blue.

Clinching my fist, trying to get through.

Everything gets so blur, every emotion glued to you.

Million filters I wear, my true side seen by few.

Every day I lose, everyday I win, every moment I curse that moment you slipped out of my hands like silk so thin.

I connect that silence so ugly with the silence within.

I connect that color so red dripping from my finger and drenched my soul like a sin.

Have you ever wondered how mad can I be, with this world fabricated and my mask so sham. Every time I stand tall this silence kills me with a wham.