Finally, she gain some access to her blocked brain.
Wondering. what happened? “Should I go back?” Trying to refrain.
There should be a reason for such absurd behavior? Thinking what to blame.
“Accept it. He cheated on you, Karen.” Talking to herself. Surrendering but fighting. mixed emotions to claim.
Reminiscing he getting caught was torture but being away from him didn’t fit the frame.
A Chain reaction of breaking and standing tall. Trying to gain everything back to lose it all. Fighting with thoughts when the day begins and in the evening to have a fall. The process of healing seems so difficult but going through it is the only way of all. just keep doing what you doing. Even if it needs you to crawl.